What the hell

G'day mate! Just to recap yesterday's Valentine... Got a special surprise and hell yeah thank you dear, you're the best :)

Hello darling, my temper is limited
Do not test me, do not try
I have patience but try and you shall see
I always try to hold it back

Come, try and see the world
Try to see it with my eyes
Try to understand what I feel
And tell me how do you feel

What did you saw with my eyes?
What can you infer from what you saw?
What do you think about it?
How do you feel if you were the one seeing it?

As I always say,
"Point yourself at the mirror before you point others"
A simple expression with meanings
Meanings that you might missed before

Animosity...hatred
Oh I've been keeping sins in me for a long time
Tried not to see you in that point of view
But tell me how, how can I change my perspective?

A voice of sanity still whispers in me
A conscience, that's what they told me
When I've gone too far
This voice would try to take me back

I cannot be like this forever
Forever in hatred, resentment, malice
Look around you, what have you done
To the people who deserve happiness as well

Try to feel what they feel... what I feel
Is it jealousy? Is it hostility? Is it sorrow?
Figure it out,
There is more to than meets the eye

Valentine's Day

Last year I thought that was my greatest Valentine's Day ever. I thought my my life was complete, and it will last forever. But then one morning I woke up and realize, there will never be a "forever" if both won't fight for it.. Well, that was my last year's story. What about this year?

This year, well, I'm not gonna say that I'm complete. I'm slowly being completed . You know what I'm talking about... heheh. It's actually a secret, but I guess it's not a secret anymore, almost everybody in my class know about this . Anyway, this afternoon I heard a song which is one of my favorites and I haven't heard this song for a long time. It's called "Way Back Into Love" from the movie "Music & Lyrics". It's a beautiful song and I'd like to dedicate this song for Valentine's Day.
 Happy Valentine's Day dear, brothers, sisters, guys, girls, pals, families ♥


I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end>